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Sunday, August 3

Game Playing and Pants Shitting All in One

10:24pm.

Hello blogreaders! How lovely of you to join me for another of my extremely unguided blogposts! Here it is, almost ten thirty at night and I've just woken up. Remember that love hate relationship I mentioned? Yeah, this is the part I hate. I stayed up waaaaaaaayyyyyy too late talking to people on facebook, and didn't sleep as long as I probably should have to make up the difference.

BUT, I do not regret this decision, I had a very lovely day :)

Anywhoreeee, right now at this very moment I am watching a video by IGN... And I am VERY excited about this game! I'll be buying it for the Ps4, as I was recently told that it is extremely easy to record and upload videos straight from the console!

I know for a fact that you guys would laugh extremely hard at my high pitched screams of terror. I know I will when I watch it back. It just looks so amazing, I really suggest you check out this video for yourself, fucking hilarious!

Well shit now I feel like watching the Alien movies! I don't think I've ever actually watched them before honestly. I mean I think I watched one Predator movie.. and I watched both AvP's (LOVE the first one, not so crazy about the second), but maybe like part of one Alien movie.

I don't think I have ever actually played a survival horror game before.. I've played F.E.A.R but you receive a gun and can at least shoot at things when you get scared.. In this genre you don't get a weapon, at least not one with much of an effect. It just adds to the creep factor and is extremely intriguing to me! I'm not going to go searching for anymore gameplay, however. I want step into the world that is Alien: Isolation with almost no idea what to expect!

I'm about to watch a similar video for Outlast... Oh boy, I've been meaning to purchase this on Xbox One... I feel like I'm going to shit my pants in a minute... don't judge.. o.o

11:30pm (I was distracted okay!! D;)

Thursday, July 31

I Suck At Making Titles

Well, here it is, 8:28am and I'm still awake. It's not that I don't want to sleep; in fact I'm actually in a love/hate relationship right now with my sleep cycle. I do love being up all night, meeting all these interesting/weird/downright annoying people on early morning CoD sessions, but it isn't always moonbeams and bat wings.

I miss the sun.

Now granted, I do get to see the sun for a couple hours everyday. A couple hours. I will say it is A LOT easier than during the winter, when it's dark when I leave for work and dark when I head home. That was right horribly depressing. I am 100% certain I had seasonal depression, and it got bad.

But, I'm better now. I've put in my two weeks notice at work, I've applied and been accepted to an excellent university which I will be attending in the fall, and I've got a brand new MacBook to help me with my school work. Life is...decent. I really need this. Getting away from my hometown, meeting new people, making new friends. Maybe I'll even meet a nice guy who will be patient enough to wait for the stupid walls around my soul to crumble. It's hard to get my hopes up for that though.

Anyway, lets look to the future! As I mentioned previously, I've been accepted to a university; St. Thomas University actually. It's a liberal arts institution, and I've decided to major in psychology! I've been reading a little into psychology and I actually can't believe just how interested I am in it's topics. I actually went through all of their psych courses and I literally want to take almost all of them. Which obviously isn't allowed.. *sadface*

Now, people kept asking me, "What are you going to do with your degree?", "What do you want as a career?" and to be honest with you, I wasn't sure. All I knew was that I was extremely interest in the subject. I kept looking into it, asking myself, "What part of psychology am I interested in the most?"

Behaviour. I want to know why people do what they do, their thought process, possible why they may think abnormally. All these things intrigue me. Now I'm not naive enough to believe that I could do what they do on Criminal Minds (love that show), but I think I'd really enjoy analyzing younger children and adolescents who exhibit warning signs of potentially detrimental psychological problems. Basically I want to see whether or not they'll become killers later in life. 

 Anyway, I think I'll stop typing now and grab some Tylenol, my head is killing me! I would love it so so much if you'd leave some feedback for me, let me know what you like or don't like, suggest a topic for me to ramble on about.. I'm game.

Ps - Yes it took me almost half an hour to write this.. And yes I fucked it up and deleted like half of it by mistake..don't judge